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My head is going to ooze with chaos. The stress of wanting to buy everyone I love a Christmas gift and knowing that I don't have the money to do so is more than I can handle. I am trying to keep myself calm, but it doesn't help that I also have a tow major finals creeping up on me soon. Physics and English. Also, I am a slave to the corporation. I was not allowed the days I needed off to visit my family for Christmas. I did have a good vacation week set until my boss threatened my job. I can't afford to lose it, so my Christmas is being cut short. I'm trying not to let it get me down too much.

friday Dec 22 I depart Illinois and arrive in San Jose
tuesday Dec 26 I must return

I'm so glad to finally be visiting home again. I've missed everything.



http://pictures.sprintpcs.com/guest/view_slide_album/view_slide.do?page=8&invite=aEtz8ihv8hh0C81Lz7rU&shareType=Album&origInvite=cEgr4wzV7YU3Gataa89Q&mdn=4083940581



some photos I've recently taken. There are some shots of art I recently painted--the finished product and a few details. Enjoy, let me know your thoughts aswell.

lots of love

I never knew what 8:30 am looked like in Danville, IL until today. Rainy apparently. Today I have to pack up for my trip to San Diego. My plane is being caught in Chicago. Hang out with a few family members and friends.

Things I'm currently addicted to:

House M.D. on Fox?

Altoids Tangerine Sours

Land of The Loops cd


Soon I will have a paintings done and ready to ship out.
Keep on the lookout! ;)

I also noticed that To-Do lists are much more effective when they're scheduled to beep and whine at you every hour. Those are the things in life which help keep my head in gear. I think. Maybe. Not. Kind of.


Vive San Diego! be back in 5 days

Trudi! My phone is broken...so you can either call me on my house number (217) 531-7821 or leave me a livejournal note.
Either way, when the hell do I get to see those pictures we took??!?!?!?!?!??!?!

I'm currently reading 1984 by George Orwell. After that I'm reading Choke...by the same author who wrote Fight Club.

Things are changing around here, and I may move to San Diego and live with my older sister. No matter where I am, I want to paint, draw, spraypaint, build, and read.

p.s. I found an old bike sitting in front of my house. Someone abandoned it after encountering a flat tire. It's rusty and falling apart. I've bought a few tools and chemicals to help fix her up. Shes going to look SHINY AND NEW.

My two dream jobs:
Tattooing and fixing up bikes
GGGGRRRRRRRR. no really though.

I survived my family reunion in Iowa City. Next week I'll be San Jose for 5 days, and then I'm off to Arizona with the brothers.

Maybe I'll be getting my first tattoo there? My dad is gonna love this.right.

it's hard to decipher what is real and what wasn't. My dreams keep mixing with reality.
Half of my day will go by and I ask myself questions like,

"Did I really find six bucks in my purse?"

"Did my Rick really wake me up and talk about work?"

"Did you call my cell phone? What did you need again? I forgot.."

"Shit, I was I suppose to call him back?? Or was that a dream too?"

So my sleep schedule is completely off. So are my eating habits. I flow through the day...eating when I want, and sleeping a little here and there. The least I could be doing is taking a daily multi-vitamin to help this system.



I'm off to look for that six bucks.

The result: FUCK.A dream.No six bucks.This is pissing me off.

ms raven (sometimes answers to the name trudi) CALL ME ASAP

IVE BEEN TRYING TO GET AHOLD OF YOU. UGH!

:)

it's 12:28 and my day hasn't started. I don't feel too good about it, but it's because I'm not wearing the right jeans. I must change my jeans, otherwise my day will never start. Yesterday I decided that I'm going to wear the same jeans everyday until I decide not too. I will wash them, not to worry.

This flooble chatterbox is temporarily unavailable.

Remind me never to try to be creative with sandwich making.yuck.
I've updated my internet explorer and aim...finally.

are there decaf cappicinos?

monday is almost here.
I want to rent a movie...maybe that would be a good way to start this week off. What to rent?

Silent Hill was a waste of money.
Flight 93 was on TV today. I saw the second half.

I've started doing my paintings on the deck outside the house. I need more canvases and more preliminary drawings.


THE END.


p.s. the title of this entry entertains me. other than that, it has no purpose.

weird day.
im nervous...
I hope this day gets better...
can I make it better myself?

I wake up at 9:00 am
shower
dress
groom
&
leave for work.
My manager tells me that I'm not scheduled to work today.

So that's that.
I'm hungry.

I finally used a marker that I purchased weeks ago. Oh how I love drawing! I've received my first paycheck today from Village Inn Pizza for about $140.00. I'm already sure that this check will fund the following:

coffee

movie rentals

art supplies

more coffee



Yesterday's accomplishments:
saw V for Vendetta with Rick
survived my pre-menstral moodswings

Today's accomplishments:
found motivation for art
saw Garden State
realized my burns from the DAMN pizza oven at work are healing

Things I love:
rolling hills in any state
the beach only in CA
ancient Greece and Rome
the stars (how effing corny is that...I know)
good art
love
color
sparkly things
tampons
hippies
okay, this list is getting ridiculous...
good day and good night.

this is Desiree <<<<

Day one of livejournal.
I've slept through most of the day.
There's snot everywhere.